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Name: Josh
Country: United States
State: Virginia
Metro: Prince Williams County
Birthday: 7/16/1986
Gender: Male
Interests: Cars, money, movies, tv, music, dc, my cell phone, mi novia, college, basically stuff any otha 19 yr old likes to do...
Occupation: Accounting/Finance
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AIM:  tightdogal
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3/7/2005
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| So, this weekend was ODU's homecoming. I was asked to go by Bryoney. It was all in all a good time. First night went to see Lupe Fiasco and Mario, that was okay. I passed out though that night cause I woke up at like 5 am without much sleep. Bummer. The Friday after, I basically did school work, then went out to the bar with Anton and Christina. Christina was being really...flirty. Yeah. And the guys were trying (and failing) at picking up these girls...yeah. I kinda wish I was home that night, not even gonna lie. I had fun but still.
Saturday, went to go see my friend, then went to the Homecoming Dance. It was a great time. I suck cause you know me, I can't dance worth shat, but then I got in the flow of things and was good to go. My date looked beautiful. :) But yeah, the night was great, albeit, very short. So we ended up at iHop, then back to her apt. People thought something happened with us, and I think that's funnah. It's all I'mma say about that one, ;). Sunday went to church and heard the best sermon ever from this Arab guy. XD It was awesome. But yeah, all in all a fun weekend. Bryoney is a pretty amazing woman. I'd be lying to myself if I didn't say I was into her. I am, and have been for a few months now. But meh, we'll see what happens. One day at a time, and everything happens for a reason.
Hmmm what else happened. Oh yeah, so my ex from the summer recently went kinda...crazy on me. Wouldn't surprise me if she somehow read this. Yeah, she basically made up a fake profile and tried to see if I was talking to anyone else. Like...why does it matter? We broke up like a month or two ago....seriously, let it go. That's just kinda crazy. Not only crazy, but it's like...really, you can't trust me that much to think to tell you the truth? You see, she thinks I cheated on her all because she went into my phone one night at 4 am while I was sleep and saw a text that simply read "Thanks! have a good night". WTF, how does THAT relate to cheating in any way, shape or form? -_- Seriously, it REALLY made me mad that she'd go so low to pose as some fake person, be like "Hey, I go here, you seem cool, we should meet up and get a drink but I have to know if you're seeing someone first" And THEN, the next day after I respond to said message saying "No, I'm not,", I get a text from her saying "OMG My friend...uhhh randomly said she met this guy on the interwebz and showed me a pic of him and it was you, but she told me you weren't into anyoen at the moment and I need clarification".....Clarification about what?? WTF? So, as obvious as it looked, I called her out on it. I knew it was her. Why would someone hit me up and then say something stupid like "Hey my friend met you on the internet out of the 387329732979273 people in this area". Lame. So yeah, I probably won't talk to her again anytime soon. No reason to...
And yeah, so my roomate is a pretty, idiotic, moron. I kicked her out cause she fails at life. Basically, just doesn't know when to stop when it comes to being disrespectful. She's MADDD disrespectful. Of my friends, family, telling people when to leave, what to do, etc. No. I moved out to AVOID this from my mom. Not to get more mouth and lip. I mean, geez, all she does is complain about this or that. But all of the stuff she complains about, she does herself. (haha and she's a republican, you know how THEY are, go figure). So, with that being said...YEAAAHH. And THEN tonight, she tried to give me some BS of how I owe her $200 bucks because she is staying only til the 14th of the month. LMAO!!!!! Uhhhh yeah, first off, you pay $425 out of the $1040 of the rent. So, you're saying you magically want $200 back, though you're not even paying for half of the rent? Secondly...She really needs to get a clue of how this apartment/housing thing works. Since she signed to lease, there is no legal reason why I owe her anything. She was paying me to stay here, which in turn, I used for rent. That was it. We made a contract for ourselves between me and her, but other than that, there is nothing really on paper about anything. So the fact that she demanded I owe her $200 bucks was kinda funny. Not to mention the fact that she threatened to take me to the front office. LMAO!! Are you kidding me? They're gonna look at her like she's on crack. "My roomate made me split 1/3 of the rent and I'm moving out early, I want my $200 bucks back for not staying the whole month" Them: XDXDXDXD So yeah, lol this chick needs to get a clue.
On another note, I was re-reading some old entries from like 2007 or so and it's amazing how far I've come since then. My mindset seems so similar, yet different. Also, it's funny how back then I was like "YAY SMF has like 400 subs" to us now being the biggest CAW show on the net today with about 6,200 subs, a few websites, and a pretty big forum. A little hard work and dedication will take you anywhere. But wow, it's just weird how I still have the same group of friends, for the most part, since then to now. Makes me really appreciative of everything. I must admit I do miss the old times, sometimes. But...I'm really happy with everything now, as is.
Not too much else happening in my world. I'm basically focused on school and work. I'm just trying to graduate. Only a month away. It's about time! Gah, I'm sick of school. But I'm getting through it. Just one day at a time. Hope all is well with everyone, though it's still an inside joke that I'm talking to myself, lol since noone reads this anyways. Oh well. :)
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| Does anyone even read these? I'm figuring not, since Xanga is dead and this site was only popular until about 2005 when MySpace came out. Now, MySpace died and Twitter and Facebook are teh shit. LOL. Anyways, that was kinda random.
So, I've decided to use this for my personal usage then, since I doubt anyone reads this anymore (If you do, leave a comment! I'd be like ZOMG WOW!). But yeah, nothing really big to report. I made Molly mad last night cause she wanted some dude to come over and fuck her (dude has a gf btw), and for some reason, the dude was scared to be seen in order for him not getting caught (he thought I knew his faggot ass or something and would tell his gf, even though I don't know him and I can careless what he does lol). So he wanted me to not see him. So Molly wanted me to go in my room and wait for like 20 mins til he gets settled in. And I'm just kinda like "LMAO!!! You've gotta be KIDDING me!" First off, I can really careless who Molly brings over and fucks. Her business, not mine. Secondly, I don't think she understands this, but this is MY APARTMENT! Mine. My name is on the lease, not her's anywhere. On top of that, she pays 1/3 of the rent here. That's it. She doesn't really do anything here but waste of electric bills. So, you're gonna try to tell ME what to do? Excuse me, but last time I checked, the whole reason I DID move out was to not have people tell me what to do or who to bring over. You really think I'm going to listen to you? LOL It was funny. She got all mad cause I wouldn't go into my room. But, I mean, seriously, why would you even ask something like that to someone? Would you let someone shady walk into your crib, that you work all day for, just to come do that? And for me to play hide-and-go-seek all day? But yeah, now she's not talking to me and blah blah but I can careless. I'm pretty sure I'm kicking her out in January. (if not sooner). I'm not liking how she tries to be a control freak with me, but it ain't happening here.
Anyways, work is going well. Fingers crossed but hopefully some good stuff will happen soon. One of our co-workers is leaving tomorrow, pretty sad though cause she was extremely nice, and friendly. It's going to be different. Lord, help Freddie Mac, though. It's still a mess over there lol. Things change within every hour. Poor company.
Anyways, I'm tired as heck. This weekend I'm going to ODU's homecoming dance. It should be awesome too cause the girl who I'm going with kinda rocks my socks. :) But we'll see what happens. We had a little something going on, and hopefully things will get better.
School is going well. Can't wait to graduate. Other than that, not much else to say. All of my friends are doing well. Started up SMF again. So all of that is good. I'm just so happy I've been so blessed the latter part of 2009. Early 2009 was so meh. But God blessed me this year with just good things coming my way. Makes me really happy.
Well, it is one am and I'm falling asleep. Night Xanga, whoever is reading this!
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| Wow, my oh my, where do I even begin?
Here I am, sitting here in my very own apartment, about 2 and a half years later from the last time I updated this thing. Boy, my life sure has changed since then, hasn't it?
First off, let's recap the last half of 2007 til now early 2009, huh?
-Summer 2007 was pretty good, had lots of fun.
-SMF EXPLODED during that summer.
-In the fall, I went to George Mason University
-I absolutely hated it, yet, just liked being home at the same time.
-I also went to NOVA during that same time.
-2008 was very, very, meh. I just remember not working during the first half of the year (besides this temp job I took at this company called Rivermine)
-Summer of 2008 was pretty horrid. Didn't go anywhere due to the gas prices being like 384848484 per gallon.
-I got a job at Bearing Point, and I could have stayed there too, but I left because I realized how much GMU sucked ass, so in the fall of 2008 I made plans to go back to Norfolk to go to ODU.
-That didn't turn out so well. I paid $1200 to stay in my friends house for one night. Wow.
-Ended up finding out about ODU's Northern Virginia Center. Beating two birds with one stone! (Staying in the NOVA area for a good job+Still going to ODU and not crappy Mason)
-Went to the NVC at ODU, worked at Red Robin for a month, where I got hit on by triffling Manassass skanks who went nowhere with life and smoked a lotta weed.
-Went to Anime USA 2008, where we recorded scenes for my personal favorite SMF show I have ever done, Bitchamania 2008. Had a BLAST!
-Got a job at Freddie Mac, where I've been working at ever since.
-Christmas 2008 was meh. But decent.
2009:
See, this is where things get funky. The first half of 2009 consisted of just...craziness. In school, I took this one class, DSCI 306 where our teacher was a nutcase. Always telling us to do this and do that and then not making any sense, accusing me of cheating. (heh) etc. Also, personally, I was starting to feel like I'm getting too old to live with my parents, so the entire year I'm yearning for an escape by looking for an apartment. Yesh, I've had plans to move out ever since January with Adele.
Speaking of Adele, 2009 totally killed us completely. You see, the first few months of the year, things were great and dandy. But around March, I was already starting to tell...this was going to end. Soon. I wanted out. I'm not sure what happened, but I think I just came to a point where I wanted to be single so I can have some "me" time. But when I tried to break up with her, I couldn't do it. I punked out. I think what scared me the most was that I would lose my best friend in the process of all of that. I didn't want to be in a relationship with her. Sure the EHHH was great, in fact, we even had....uhhh....trio action :). But, that couldn't save it alone. I think I just grew tired of my relationship, but I did NOT want to ruin our friendship. Cause we knew everything about each other and she was the easiest person to talk to. Bottom line, she GOT me. She understood me. That's something that's hard to find in someone.
Anyways, Cinco de Mayo, some crazy stuff went down. I don't even feel like getting into it anymore, but let's just say May really totally sucked for me. For the first time ever in my life, I think I really suffered from depression.
That lasted for all of a week, til I went to Miami and had the greatest time ever with my boys, James and Fredi. Such a marvelous trip that I will never etch out of my memory. After that trip, I adopted a new philosophy in life. Why worry about the future, live for now? So, that's exactly what I've been doing. Living for now. Living for me. Also, spiritually, I've been praying and turning to God a lot more than I have. So if anything, May's fiasco was a wake-up call in my life. I still to this day, regret losing my best friend. But other than that, no regrets whatsoever, everything happens for a reason. And I believe that.
So July rolls around, I meet this one girl outta nowhere. Ayawa. She's this black chick who grew up in Saudi Arabia. Unfortunately, when she came over here to America, she brought her Saudi ways with her. You see, what annoyed me the most about her was that...she didn't ever know how to have fun. She thought everything was taboo. If I made fun of Africa, she'd get mad. (Uhh I'm black!) If I had a 2 drinks and she only had one, she'd get mad and call me an alcoholic. If she saw a text on my phone simply saying "I had a good night, thanks for hanging out", she'd assume I was cheating and get mad (despite that being a family member I haven't seen in forever). She also had a strange tendency to seriously say that "The man is the one wearing the pants in this relationship". She was totally submissive, and I HATED it. She had no backbone, she was always odd around my friends, she made me uncomfortable. The ehhh was okay, but it didn't help. In August when I moved into my own apartment, she'd act like she was the maid here, cleaned up all the time, cooked. Idk, to me, it bothered me. I like my relationships being 50/50. Not that 90/10 crap she likes. So, it just didn't work out. I broke up with her.
Since then, I've been playing the single game. I've recently reconnected with one of my old co-workers from my very first job, and we've been chillin/talking for the past month or so. She's pretty awesome, but just letting things roll naturally with that one. Other than her, I've just been doing my thing. I'm in my last semester of college, graduating. And sticking with my job at Freddie Mac, and I have my own place, soon to save up for a house in a year and to buy my first new car here pretty soon. Honestly, I'm really content with my life. I have no real complaints. All of my friends are cool with eachother, I have a great life.
Barack Obama called it last year, 2009 was a year of change. I've had SOOOO many changes in my life the past year, it's ridiculous. I would have never seen this coming a year ago, and yet here I am. With that being said, I've had some recent great experiences too, Miami, our random roadtrips to places, recconnecting with old friends, I really have no complaints right now at all. I'm just hoping to grow on from all of these changes. Like someone always said, everything happens for a reason. Maybe, just maybe, that everything that has happened now has made it possible for me to be extremely grateful for everything that I have now in my life.
Whew, this was long,
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| This semester sucked ass. I'm happy it's over with. It was just very boring and nothing good happened. The shootings at VT ended the semester and idk I'm just happy it's over. I don't go to ODU no more, I transferred to Mason to save me some money. Plus ODU's housing filled up in like a day so i was like screw that. Imma miss it down there though a little bit, I'm not gonna lie it was an okay place. ODU, as a whole, I just didn't really care for it like I thought I would. It's a good school don't me wrong, but idk My roomates were cool, Rich and Eric. Not my 45 year old african dude though, he was ...meh. Dirty as hell and made a bunch of weird chanting noises at night and during the day, I'm glad I'm away from him. But I am back doing the Axiom thing right now, and probably going to transfer soon. It's great bring home with all my friends and not having to worry about driving two hours on weekends to come home anymore. The only thing that sucks is the fakeones, the ones who are like"yea we'll chill" and then...they never do....o_O Next semester at Mason, though, I need to kick some ass on my grades. I'm shooting for straight A's if possible. SMF is still going strong and is growing somehow, which is weird cause I didn't kno it would get that big in 5 months of being online. It has turned into a hobby but I will end it in the summer so I can get out while I'm on top. I have a blast doing it though, and doing the "Bob Ross" voice. Dang I need to major in film or something, since I can actually do it pretty well. Oh well. Okay Xanga bores me now. Peace P.S. I notice noone reads this thing anymore, but it's okay, it's good for me imo to have and read my thoughts during these times. | | |
| As I went home this weekend, I took a visit to Potomac Mills mall. We were bored on a Sunday and didn't feel like going home and just sitting there and doing nothing. We notice that like everyone and their mom has on Virginia Tech stuff on, and I thought "I'm glad that people are showing support of the school like that". But as I wondered around the mall some more, I noticed I would pass stores that had Virginia Tech merchandise at the very front of the store, and a LOT of it. Then I thought, wow. It's a damn shame these stores are trying to capitalize on a tragedy by making some extra cash off this so-called tragedy to them. I mean, think about it, people are buying up VT merchandise like people buy Santa Claus crap for Christmas....Tragedy=Money! Cha-ching! I just think it's so shameful that companies find the need to make profits off people who died for nothing. That, and how the media has blown this thing up. I mean, sure, they deserve to have coverage because a shooting like that in schools is unheard of, but to show the damn crazy killer every single second on the news, showing off his pictures of him with a gun to his head or with a hammer or with a gun pointing to the camera, do you think the victims families want to see that crap??? They gave EXACTLY what that stupid bastard wanted, ATTENTION! Now, we get all these copycats people trying to imitate what he did by threatening other schools in the nation...retarded. Here at ODU we had a threat for a shooting that shut down our campus last Wednesday. The media just should concentrate on the victims, rather than trying to blame the President of Virginia Tech. Sure, IMO I think they could have done more to find Cho after the first shooting, but VT is a HUGE campus. HUGE! I thought ODU was big, but ODU is like half the size of VT, literally....Bah, I just hate how the media and companies portray a tragic event. I mean, this can happen to us easily anytime, anywhere, not just school.
But I'm glad everyone I know turned out to be okay. I just wish all this retarded nonsense and violence would end. It's so silly. Anyways, one week and a day or two and I'm out of here! Can't wait! This semester was crap. School is crap, it's a waste of time IMO. Suck my thigh. Peace
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